4.Beautiful Darkside

The faster I find the bottom
The sooner I turn it around
It seems as though I've forgotten
Just how far down

That I can go in an instant
And I can take you there
And I can take all my friends and family
And I won't care

'Cause I have the most
Reckless heart when I try
And I have the most
Beautiful darkside

I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
'Cause left to my own devices
The beautiful darkside wins
The beautiful darkside wins

Always one for a good time
Always one for extremes
Until the fabric of life
Starts tearing at the seems

And I can never remember
When it started to turn
I just simply forget all of the
Things I've learned

Some day I will die
(Have I just)
Could be today or tonight
(Wasted time?)
The truth is I'm terrified
Have I just wasted time?